heyy so,
sorry for not writeing for a while. Ive just been enjoying being done exams and all that. But still a little agrivated we havnt gotten our yearbooks yet!! talk about being late! Today me and jordan went shopping alllllll day haha, it was quite fun and i bought this outfit for a "full moon" show im going to, it had a whole bunch of djs and i plan on dancing, so it'll be really fun! I leave on vaction on sunday, and have a few things to do before then! so i'm going to go start doing thoses but i plan on writeing in here a lot before i leave and try writeing while im gone and add new photos and stuff throughout the course of my vacation BUT no promises! hahaha


David!

"BOYZ" - By M.I.A.
[HOW MANY TEQUILA IN THE PLACE,
HOW MANY BEERS IN THAT CASE!?]


"Fashionable People" - By Joel Plaskett Emergency


"Stranger" - By Hilary Duff


"My Moon, My Man" - By Feist


David!

Theres no one to look up to anymore, this school year has changed that for me. People you look up to, have tragedy struck upon them. One night it will all change.. The couple you akways wanted to have what they have, break up. You get let down by friends, then get in shit for trying to break away from them. you either get drunk, and get dramatic and feel guilty. Or sit at home, and your friends are upset and you feel guilty. The perfect familys are torn, and various celebertie idols are taken to jail or drunk all the time.
I really hope my friends dad gets better, and that the two friends who are having realtionship problems have things worked out. This is summer, the time of sun and fun but you can hardly tell. Oh well, things will look up.

5 songs to download:
1. "play crack the sky" - by brand new
2. "Sink Florida Sink" - by Against me!
3. "Handsome fus hate this city" - by Handsome Furs
4. "Rag & Bone" - By The White Stripes
5. "Just Watch The Fire Works" - by Jimmy Eat World

David!

Oh baby, its raining.

Not only is it pouring, but it is a storm. Its wierd how it fits most of the things that have been happening. Oh no, not all bad but during diffrent parts of the day, i feel on side of the scale is outwieghing the other. I havn't been "partying" lately, just going out during the day, then staying home at night. I don't know if i'm makeing a better decision or if i'm hideing. Lots of stuff happend last night, and I didn't even go out. Ugh, I wish I could yell at you.. you selfish prick she loved you and you were her everything. Even if things are okay with you guys, things arn't okay with me and you, i'll never forgive you for doing that to her. On prom night. This isn't a fucking soap opera so.. I'll talk about the good.
I went to terrace yesterday with courtney segear and she got her hair "did" at this really nice salon/spa called aveda, and i met this reall cool person. Who mentiond she'd be teaching a make up class, and a possibility of apprentincing for her and discount for mac makeup. Im so doing up that. I really want to do make up, my list of things i have to achomplish is getting bigger and bigger.

5 songs to download:
1. "Wierd" - By Hanson
2. "Yearbook" - By Hanson
3. "Kill" - By Jimmy Eat World
4. "Hustlin'" - By Rick Ross
5. "First Love" - By Uffie

David!

"Sealings" - By Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Shh!" - by The Antlers
"Swimmers" - by Broken Social Scene
"Take Pills" - by Panda Bear



- "Vampire/Forest Fire" by The Arcade Fire

you want to be set apart,
burned all of your art,
repair the wastefull part,
im a vampire, in a forest fire,
hey we all got to keep warm,
hey we all got to keep warm,
driving towards toward the storm,
your father was a prevert,
face down in the dirt,
he taught you how to hurt,
my father was a miner,
who lived in the suburbs,
lets live in the suburbs,
if i live with a burn,
i can never return,
his new poetry,
how embarassing,
your sister pours the gasoline,
i'll fix your meal,
i'll fix your meal,
while your burns heal.


























Schools Done...
so are we.

hmm alright so this is my 51st blog entry. I've never stuck to a blog so long, haha and now i just want to write in it more and more. Ugh, let me start by saying people moving sucks, but i guess its greedy for me to say it sucks. Cuz when you consider the town we are living in, it rocks for them. They get their moment.. to suceed or fail, to realize who they are and what they have. I wait for the day i get to move somewhere where i get to be like "free" and open and pursue what i want, but i feel i'm wasteing my time just waiting for it. But i can't help it. Jackies gone now, Last day of school tommorow so soon the grade 12s will be gone. Who ive become quite close with some, Most people have no idea how much things have changed in the last month simply because, its all been secrets. That i will probably never reveal, and if i do it'll be to someone who dosnt matter, and then i'll be over it. Ugh im rambling, i'll miss all of you who leave and i'm jealous you get too.


5 songs to download:
1. "Porcelien" by Red Hot Chilli Peppers
2. "Air Wars" by Crystal Castles
3. "Wtf Unmixed" by Fake Shark - Real Zombie
4. "First Love" by Uffie
5. "Tamboruine" by Eve

David!

heyy so ive just been takeing it easy lately. It was an eventfull weekend, well morel ike tagic but i guess tragic is pretty much the same as eventfull. Its weird how when certain things happen to people you think alot about yourself, and how you can better yourself as a person. Or when you think of last tuesday and how immature someone could be, and still all that happens is you grow from it. Not as in "oh they got me good, i learned my lesson" but as in "damn getting rid of that person from my life is the best thing i can EVER do for myself". They are the type who thinks they are all that and they have nothing they could possibly learn, in other words they are the ones who are really immature. But this isnt a blog made to diss, i don't write up posts on bands i dont like, or songs i don't like why waste my time putting down someting someone else loves so anyway on with the things i love. You don't like them, stop fucking comeing here.

trashy life...




5 Songs To Download:

5 songs to download
1. "First Love" - By Uffie
2. "Breakin Dishes" - By Rihanna
3. "Little Room" - By The White Stripes
4. "City Noise" - By Scarling
5. "Egyptian Lover" - By The Misshapes

David!

when you close your eyes, and feel like your falling. When the music hurts your head, when your throwing shit in your room and near fainting. We're microwaving bacon, and pissing on campers without wheels. Your smiles from last nights pictures are a distant memory, like the instant messages which were as filled with emotion as the donouts are filled with jelly. You can't sleep. Are we breathing? is it a waste of a breath? Are we evaporting and landing on someones skin only to be slowly absorbed, like the drinks your dropping on the carpet.

heyy,

so things have been alright i guess, although they have also been shitty. I can see them "slowly" getting better. Since monday has been pretty eventfull, well on monday i first of all got drunk. At my friend jackies house because she was supposed to be leaving, in the midst of dancing and prepareing water and stuff to throw on someone, i realized how much im gonna miss her. We went to her empty room and it was wierd to see nothing.. except a few left behind things and a mirror. "Save Tonight" by eagle eye cherry came on and during singing the chorus there was a line "tommorow i'll be gone" and jackie was singing along then it realized, and with many crying moments. When i left i realized leaving for the last time was probably one of my most hardest things i had to do. I know I have other friends but i can't help but feeling like im loosing a big part of me, it was like an story book that was ending again. We've been threw so much, to meeting people, dying our hair, losing friends, arguging with each other, house partys, terrace trips, cute is what we aim for, running around drunk, dancing by ourselfs on halloween, crushes on both sides, throwing cups at cars, spliting 40s, drugs, calling people in vancouver saying they owe us money for our hooker services.

so much, but were on pause again. like the moment when your favorite bands cd ends after a first listen, and all you can do is wait for the next album to come out.

5 songs to download:
1. save tonight - eagle eyed cherry
2. world at large - modest mouse
3. If you leave - nada surf
4. heres to the nights - eve 6
5. catch my diease - ben lee

David!

hmm,
so i'm pretty hungover, woohoo? I couldnt sleep at all last night, i passed out a like 7 and woke up before 12. My lab top (with all my music) is being a peice and not turning on. UGH. Things here keep fucking up! So thursday was hirsh, pretty fun lots of people big fire. Got drunk, friends punched people all that you know! & on friday, it was alright but extremly wierd. Me and jordan went to shell and got chase and just drank by ourselfs and took this nice pictures, which i'll put up sometime, i actually quite enjoy them! Yesterday i went thrift shoping with jordan got a pair of shades, jordan got a matching pair then.. i got a jacket and book. Jordan bought everything the store had. Later that night, i went to cassies birthday at codys, took some pics with a bear, danced, jello shooters, and talked to someone ive sat by for almost the whole year for the first time when they had to walk up the hill at the same time. Then i met natalie, and we went to rons. Expected drama and stuff and was worried, espically when i was just arriving there i realized my belt was undone! I played some gutair on a left handed one, i was pretty good. Smoked some stuff, and yeah grand old time, sort of. Then went to go to robs party, but we arrived and the people who told us to come wernt there anymore. So i went home and stayed up till 7 am cuz i couldnt sleep.


5 songs to download:
1. "sowing season" - by Brand New
2. "the animals are gone" - by Damien Rice
3. "Wolves at night" - by Manchester Orchestra
4. "I can barely breathe" - by Manchester Orchestra
5. "Miss New Booty" - by bubba sparxxx

David!

things suck.


yet they are the best they have ever been. im at an akward stage when things are the best but something is eating at me and reminds me that realistically, they are the worse they have ever been. Im a trooper though, i'd rather have a rough time with something it makes you stronger. Ive been going out alot, its been really fun. Hirsh last night was quite good, im suprized more then half the people i invited came
it was grand


5 songs to download
1. "i hate you so much right now" - kelis
2. "comeback kid" - silversun pickups
3. "dirty" - christina aguilera
4. "heart shaped glasses" - marilyn manson
5. "gimmie gimmie gimmie" - abba