Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Life is a very hard thing to understand, but i feel like i'm understanding it a little more. My parents are pretty much forcing me to make decisions, and I've decided they can fuck off. Im going to do the best for myself, but its going to be what i think is best. Not them. Sure i'm gonna get good in school, but im not gonna stop partying. Im not gonna stop wanting to act, or wanting to do makeup. Im not gonna stop wanting to make myself happy. They want to take away the internet, which is like my connection out of this shit whole town. It gets me my music, which makes me bearablel. They are taking away most of the fucking tv channels. Seriously they have done alot to me that i will never forgive them before. Its just like someone all of a sudden forced me to be indepdent. It sucks, but i guess im taking what im delt. Im never asking them for anything EVER again. Its my life, so screw you.

David!

top 5 songs to download:
1. Relax, Take It Easy - By Mika
2. Bounce - By Timbaland
3. Left & Leaving - By The Weakerthans
4. 1999 - By Prince
5. Atomic - By Blondie

David!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

I feel like i need a change, in my apprenece. Since i've changed on the inside over the last little while. Im dying my hair, hahaha i know its not that impressive but i think it will make me feel better. Cuz along with me new music, and sort of new attitude I think it will be a good change.
ANOTHER thing that has changed is how much im commited to this blog, haha notice there hasnt been some big gap of time where i didnt write in SUCH a long time :D
hahaha yee yeee! commiment woot!

top 5 songs to download:
1. Your legs grow - nada surf
2. Get over it - ok go
3. So So Cold - Hot Hot heat
4. Hold on Tightly, Let Go Lightly - Boys Night Out
5. Coffee Shop Soundtrack - All time low

David!

Friday, August 24, 2007

hi so i just really need to vent about someone that i never vent about, my mom. She has been really rude and weird lately. Like last night she locked me out, and brought in the spare key so i couldnt get in.
I slept at jackies, and had a big talk. It was nice, but i just cant belive shed do that. She was being really rude to me when i was going out. Like i dont get what her problem is. She makes me feel like some out of control kid, when i know im a good kid. I know it.
She also just parked the jeep threw the keys in the door, then left. Why isnt she at work ? and why isnt she here if her stuff is. why didnt she say hi to me or my dad or my brother. Why isnt she answering her phone when he calls her. She used to take these "walks". Or whereever she goes during them. But i just never thought she would again, although im not going to feel guilty. I feel bad, but its not my fault. Im a good kid, i guess..

David!

top 5 songs to download:

go on - taking back sunday
monster hospital (mstrkfrt remix) - metric
speak slow - tegan and sara
fearless - cyndi lauper
explosions - the mary onettes

david!
Ugh im in desperate need of venting. about who i'm usually never mad at but, its my mom. I went out last night, had a fun time, then when i come home she had locked the door and brought in the spare key so i couldnt get in.
I slept at jackies, which im glad i had a place too. Then when i get home today (her being at work) I found the fallout boy cd she had borrowed had been thrown into my room. She changed the passwords on the "good" computer. Today around 1 my dad said he just noticed the jeep was in the driveway (meaning my mom parked it there) but shes not in the house, and someone tossed the jeeps keys in the front door. My dad also tryed calling her but she didnt answer. Things are fucked, but i did nothing wrong so im not gonna feel guilty. I mean i feel bad, but im not going to feel guilty.
She treats me like im "out of control" and the more she makes me feel that way, the more i act like it, when deep down I know i'm not. Im a good kid.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

"monsters under the bed"


David!
Its wierd how much we've gotten to know certain people over the past few year. Its wierd how diffrent I am now then I was at the begining of grade 11, then I am now that I'm soon to be starting Make up. In this time, ive made new friends, lost some friends. Started wearing make up, changed styles, haircuts, phones and music. It makes you wonder what we are all going to be like at the end of grade 12.
Are we still going to be friends when we walk up, will we keep in touch after. Will some of us get held back because what was needed for graduation wasnt recived? I guess its cool not knowing though.
Today im bored, and yesterday I was bored too. I went tanning yesterday, that was about it. Today chancey might come over to watch some desperate housewives, the first season still but that ones a classic. Yeah im rambling.. w.e. My mom was sick yesterday but i dono i have the oddest feeling that it was a hangover, and that she lied about working late. But i dono i guess she could of actually worked late, and im just being paranoid. w.e.

Songs to download:
"john the relevator" - by depeche mode
"lost and found" - by taking back sunday
"demolition lovers" - by my chemical romance
"eleven" - by taking back sunday
"thinking of you" - by hanson


David!

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

heyy so im writing this, i guess so i can read it again some other time. Its my stab at being artsy, although you cant be "orignal" anymore, so why try right. And how the fuck do you be artsy without the orignality, i feel so wierd right now. But i cant write wierd things to re desribe how i was feeling, the more you look at something the more it looks like jello, your back hurts, and you feel like you have to crack your ankle but you dont. fuck and minutes, are hours. why are things takeing this long ? or are they i dono things are fucked, and i think im comeing down, but i dont know it keeps comeing back. well wtf, ive been high for almost 8 hours ahh fuckk im going bye

David!
heyy the computers so wierd right now, its like its making patterns, and i really think cats are always on e. ahh i dfeel like people are watching what im writing. although they would know that its my blog and not read into my own stuff right , yeahh andn madonna is tripppiing me the fuck out

David!

Monday, August 20, 2007

Lately I Feel Like I'm Going To Die

Sunday, August 19, 2007





oh yeah i broke up with my boyfriend heres some pictures i took of borodom, i think they are depressing.

hey,
so i feel like writeing a long entry this time. I dono why, maybe its cuz i have nothing else to do. Last night was pretty fun, havnt been that drunk in a while and it was fun. I drank a pack of coldshots, and some other stuff with friends. I just have to keep reminding myself, to live for me. ME ME ME. as selfish as it sounds, its the truth. Im not saying i wanna be an asshole, and only involved me in myself. ALthough im saying i need to make myself happy, and if that means removing myself from other peoples problems. So be it.
today my dad made me dig a bit of a hole, and still wants me to do more. But bahahahaha, im not feeling anywhere good enough to do that shit. Its weird how much lifting up hunks of dirt by grass, reminds me of pulling someone up by the hair. I never have pulled someone up by the hair before. But i assume it feels about the same as that.
I have an interview at dq tommorow, yeah me workings weird. But w.e. i really hope i get the job, i think i can do it even though im nervous about the whole situation right now.
Im not gonna write a list of songs for you to download, but download so my chemical romance from the album "i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love" its all sweet. oh yes and the mary onnetes are SO good also so hit them up on myspace or something.

David!

Thursday, August 16, 2007


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five lindsay songs to download

rumors - by lindsay lohan
first - by " "
black hole - by " "
i want you to want me - " "
over - by " "

David!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

you know how no one eats that "smart" cereal, isnt it amazing how much we are like ceral. I mean no one wants the "smart" people, we only want the cereal thats known and on tv. So why is it diffrent for people? Yeah sorry i was just listening to a song and this all came into perspective. Hahaha.
Shorelines cds have come in, i enjoy them alot. You should check them out this is their myspace..

http://www.myspace.com/shorelinetheband

i hope you enjoy them.
In other news things have been good, ive been jogging. Talking to my boyfriend on msn. Yes its weird to admit for me but i have one, other then that ive been watching friends, reading the hardy boys, tanning, and trying to find a job. Although if you read this would would probably never hire me, but! neverless put in a good word for me wherever it is you work. I need the money if i want to go to an acting summer thing called gifts next year. AH one more year of school left. Then it will change from want to do, to doing.

Some songs you should download:

"my machine" - by princess superstar
"summer snow" - by shoreline
"manic monday" - by the bangles


David!

Saturday, August 04, 2007

over the past while of not writeing. I've realized an important thing, weather your just making out with people for fun, or in a realtionship.. if your overall problem dosnt go awat you know its your fault. Yeah that really long sentence, which my past english teachers would probably frown upon like almost all my work, porbably needs some explain. Although i'm chosing not too other then "i got a boyfriend" and "i made out with some people" not nessicarly in that order. Both of the times i was left we myself, whos been negitive lately and only thinking of my flaws. Oh well, I dono what to do i havnt been all upfront and stuff with my friends anymore guess im growing up and realizing the only people who need to know, are the people who can remember to take the time to read your blog.

5 songs to download:

when did you heart go missing - by rooney
the ends not near its here - by band of horses
bamboo banga - by M.I.A.
on call - by kings of leon
nineteen - by tegan and sara


david!

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My names david hamilton, i like to act, listen to music, go out with friends and party. I want to model, write books, and live in vancouver after high school. So keep reading the blog ? see what happens