heyy

alright so school has still been blah. Kinda stressfull, but fun at the same time. The two partys I talked about went well. Got really drunk at jusitnes, but it was a blast to see some people I hadn't in a while. Glad and not hungover, I went out again the next night with karly to Alex Wink's and it was alright although kind of akward for me. Since the only people that were there that I talked to were like Courtney and Karly.
I then got a ride to vist my group of friends, after another party got broken up and they got pizza. I quite enjoyed the crusts I was given hahahahaha. I've been really commiting to indepdent studys, Ive been reading so much on make up and also fashion. Although im not taking it for fashion.. its still interesting to read about you knoww. So yeahh You should get the new vogue, fucking 840 pages. Woo. hello back problems bringing that back and forth from school.
Other then that i went to my first audtion and it was fun, long but i like commitment. I will also be doing a photoshoot with a local person, who is apprently really good. So expect some pictures from that. VERY soon :D


5 songs to download:

close call by rilo keily
djs got a gun by robots in disguise
die, die my darling by the misfits
wave of muitlation by the pixies
summer skin by death cab for cutie

David!

hey,
alright so sorry i hadnt wrote for a while. but yuh im back in school now. Boring, But alright. Bio is reallllyyy hard, and media arts is pretty fun, and indepedent studys is deff fun. Although marketing gets real boring, sorry mr tait! haha. I'm starting rehersals for my new play this sunday, and i just got the list thanks to chelsea cuz i guess i wrote down the wrong email and didnt get anything. But yeah im gonna go get ready for the weekend which is like party party, but ill update you on that. And OH i also need to prepare for like a bio and photo shoot :| im nervous hahahha


David!

While stareing at my own puke in a piss stained toilet bowl, I begin to see a symbol of my life. I'm scattered like the many clothes and accesories that lay across my bedroom floor. The clothes are all i have to show for my 17 years of life. That and maybe this blog, but no one who has a blog is normal, so i know im diffrent. Normals boring and uninteresting, and you cant be uninteretsing and have a blog that people actually read.
My habbits are annoying and make me sick, i chew pens, and would be honered to be a bitch to you. I sleep in the biggest room in my house, but I always wake up alone. Big room, for a small body.

you were all i had, so fuck you.

Life is a very hard thing to understand, but i feel like i'm understanding it a little more. My parents are pretty much forcing me to make decisions, and I've decided they can fuck off. Im going to do the best for myself, but its going to be what i think is best. Not them. Sure i'm gonna get good in school, but im not gonna stop partying. Im not gonna stop wanting to act, or wanting to do makeup. Im not gonna stop wanting to make myself happy. They want to take away the internet, which is like my connection out of this shit whole town. It gets me my music, which makes me bearablel. They are taking away most of the fucking tv channels. Seriously they have done alot to me that i will never forgive them before. Its just like someone all of a sudden forced me to be indepdent. It sucks, but i guess im taking what im delt. Im never asking them for anything EVER again. Its my life, so screw you.

David!

top 5 songs to download:
1. Relax, Take It Easy - By Mika
2. Bounce - By Timbaland
3. Left & Leaving - By The Weakerthans
4. 1999 - By Prince
5. Atomic - By Blondie

David!

I feel like i need a change, in my apprenece. Since i've changed on the inside over the last little while. Im dying my hair, hahaha i know its not that impressive but i think it will make me feel better. Cuz along with me new music, and sort of new attitude I think it will be a good change.
ANOTHER thing that has changed is how much im commited to this blog, haha notice there hasnt been some big gap of time where i didnt write in SUCH a long time :D
hahaha yee yeee! commiment woot!

top 5 songs to download:
1. Your legs grow - nada surf
2. Get over it - ok go
3. So So Cold - Hot Hot heat
4. Hold on Tightly, Let Go Lightly - Boys Night Out
5. Coffee Shop Soundtrack - All time low

David!

hi so i just really need to vent about someone that i never vent about, my mom. She has been really rude and weird lately. Like last night she locked me out, and brought in the spare key so i couldnt get in.
I slept at jackies, and had a big talk. It was nice, but i just cant belive shed do that. She was being really rude to me when i was going out. Like i dont get what her problem is. She makes me feel like some out of control kid, when i know im a good kid. I know it.
She also just parked the jeep threw the keys in the door, then left. Why isnt she at work ? and why isnt she here if her stuff is. why didnt she say hi to me or my dad or my brother. Why isnt she answering her phone when he calls her. She used to take these "walks". Or whereever she goes during them. But i just never thought she would again, although im not going to feel guilty. I feel bad, but its not my fault. Im a good kid, i guess..

David!

top 5 songs to download:

go on - taking back sunday
monster hospital (mstrkfrt remix) - metric
speak slow - tegan and sara
fearless - cyndi lauper
explosions - the mary onettes

david!

Ugh im in desperate need of venting. about who i'm usually never mad at but, its my mom. I went out last night, had a fun time, then when i come home she had locked the door and brought in the spare key so i couldnt get in.
I slept at jackies, which im glad i had a place too. Then when i get home today (her being at work) I found the fallout boy cd she had borrowed had been thrown into my room. She changed the passwords on the "good" computer. Today around 1 my dad said he just noticed the jeep was in the driveway (meaning my mom parked it there) but shes not in the house, and someone tossed the jeeps keys in the front door. My dad also tryed calling her but she didnt answer. Things are fucked, but i did nothing wrong so im not gonna feel guilty. I mean i feel bad, but im not going to feel guilty.
She treats me like im "out of control" and the more she makes me feel that way, the more i act like it, when deep down I know i'm not. Im a good kid.

"monsters under the bed"


David!

Its wierd how much we've gotten to know certain people over the past few year. Its wierd how diffrent I am now then I was at the begining of grade 11, then I am now that I'm soon to be starting Make up. In this time, ive made new friends, lost some friends. Started wearing make up, changed styles, haircuts, phones and music. It makes you wonder what we are all going to be like at the end of grade 12.
Are we still going to be friends when we walk up, will we keep in touch after. Will some of us get held back because what was needed for graduation wasnt recived? I guess its cool not knowing though.
Today im bored, and yesterday I was bored too. I went tanning yesterday, that was about it. Today chancey might come over to watch some desperate housewives, the first season still but that ones a classic. Yeah im rambling.. w.e. My mom was sick yesterday but i dono i have the oddest feeling that it was a hangover, and that she lied about working late. But i dono i guess she could of actually worked late, and im just being paranoid. w.e.

Songs to download:
"john the relevator" - by depeche mode
"lost and found" - by taking back sunday
"demolition lovers" - by my chemical romance
"eleven" - by taking back sunday
"thinking of you" - by hanson


David!

heyy so im writing this, i guess so i can read it again some other time. Its my stab at being artsy, although you cant be "orignal" anymore, so why try right. And how the fuck do you be artsy without the orignality, i feel so wierd right now. But i cant write wierd things to re desribe how i was feeling, the more you look at something the more it looks like jello, your back hurts, and you feel like you have to crack your ankle but you dont. fuck and minutes, are hours. why are things takeing this long ? or are they i dono things are fucked, and i think im comeing down, but i dont know it keeps comeing back. well wtf, ive been high for almost 8 hours ahh fuckk im going bye

David!

heyy the computers so wierd right now, its like its making patterns, and i really think cats are always on e. ahh i dfeel like people are watching what im writing. although they would know that its my blog and not read into my own stuff right , yeahh andn madonna is tripppiing me the fuck out

David!

Lately I Feel Like I'm Going To Die

oh yeah i broke up with my boyfriend heres some pictures i took of borodom, i think they are depressing.

hey,
so i feel like writeing a long entry this time. I dono why, maybe its cuz i have nothing else to do. Last night was pretty fun, havnt been that drunk in a while and it was fun. I drank a pack of coldshots, and some other stuff with friends. I just have to keep reminding myself, to live for me. ME ME ME. as selfish as it sounds, its the truth. Im not saying i wanna be an asshole, and only involved me in myself. ALthough im saying i need to make myself happy, and if that means removing myself from other peoples problems. So be it.
today my dad made me dig a bit of a hole, and still wants me to do more. But bahahahaha, im not feeling anywhere good enough to do that shit. Its weird how much lifting up hunks of dirt by grass, reminds me of pulling someone up by the hair. I never have pulled someone up by the hair before. But i assume it feels about the same as that.
I have an interview at dq tommorow, yeah me workings weird. But w.e. i really hope i get the job, i think i can do it even though im nervous about the whole situation right now.
Im not gonna write a list of songs for you to download, but download so my chemical romance from the album "i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love" its all sweet. oh yes and the mary onnetes are SO good also so hit them up on myspace or something.

David!

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five lindsay songs to download

rumors - by lindsay lohan
first - by " "
black hole - by " "
i want you to want me - " "
over - by " "

David!

you know how no one eats that "smart" cereal, isnt it amazing how much we are like ceral. I mean no one wants the "smart" people, we only want the cereal thats known and on tv. So why is it diffrent for people? Yeah sorry i was just listening to a song and this all came into perspective. Hahaha.
Shorelines cds have come in, i enjoy them alot. You should check them out this is their myspace..

http://www.myspace.com/shorelinetheband

i hope you enjoy them.
In other news things have been good, ive been jogging. Talking to my boyfriend on msn. Yes its weird to admit for me but i have one, other then that ive been watching friends, reading the hardy boys, tanning, and trying to find a job. Although if you read this would would probably never hire me, but! neverless put in a good word for me wherever it is you work. I need the money if i want to go to an acting summer thing called gifts next year. AH one more year of school left. Then it will change from want to do, to doing.

Some songs you should download:

"my machine" - by princess superstar
"summer snow" - by shoreline
"manic monday" - by the bangles


David!

over the past while of not writeing. I've realized an important thing, weather your just making out with people for fun, or in a realtionship.. if your overall problem dosnt go awat you know its your fault. Yeah that really long sentence, which my past english teachers would probably frown upon like almost all my work, porbably needs some explain. Although i'm chosing not too other then "i got a boyfriend" and "i made out with some people" not nessicarly in that order. Both of the times i was left we myself, whos been negitive lately and only thinking of my flaws. Oh well, I dono what to do i havnt been all upfront and stuff with my friends anymore guess im growing up and realizing the only people who need to know, are the people who can remember to take the time to read your blog.

5 songs to download:

when did you heart go missing - by rooney
the ends not near its here - by band of horses
bamboo banga - by M.I.A.
on call - by kings of leon
nineteen - by tegan and sara


david!

so its three days till my 17th birthday. Unlike previous posts may have given the impression, im fine. I'm seeing good things in the world for the first time in a while. Its like im no longer in my darker side. I'm takeing the time to do things that make me happy, and no longer holding in things. I miss jordan, and got a fine the other night but still i manage to be happy.
Im glad i got to spend time with chancey more, and as well as see old friends. I went to a "rave" not that long ago in terrace, it really sucked. Although we with our terrace friends managaed to make it a good night. It reminds me of my life symbolic-ly things can seem shitty but we always magange to go home thinking it was at least an okay night. Chancey also took my pictures! and i couldnt be more happy, although im trying to get my hermit phase turned off, cuz ive been on the computer on sites and blogs since i woke up haha! so heres some songs i recommend.

"Beautiful Place" - By Good Charlotte
"The Animal World" - By Grandaddy
"Civil Sin" - By Boy Kill Boy
"Smokers Outside The Hospital Doors" By Editors
"Golden Skans" - By Klaxons
"Nineteen" - By Tegan And Sara [NEW CDS OUT GO GET IT]

David!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH! i have to go to the dentists.

hey

So kitimats been the usuall, its been nice to see my friends again. Although at the moment everything that ever was supposed to effect me at the time they occured is hitting me now. I have a mix of feels, and yeah its wierd. I'm missing someone, but dono if i want to bother working it out. I like them, ive never like anyone the same. But it also adds to the reason why i shouldnt go back, because they have a boyfriend. But still, people say they like me, people say that thier boyfriend is controlling and all this. But what do people know ? i belive them sometimes then doubt it other times. Kind of like a coming and going self confidence that should be a thing thats premenent, i should be moving on letting go. But somethings stopping me, and instead of fixing it im just sitting here. No one knows what im feeling cuz im supposed to be over them. It was fate meeting them, and like everything else with this kind of destiny meeting i have a feeling it wasnt supposed to end in tragedy. Ive lost people this last school year. And summer is like im lost further out in the ocean.. sorry had to slam a beer. Im going out, but we'll leave you with some MUSIC NEWS!

kelly osbournes makeing a new cd! and hjas recorded with cyndi lauper, and i think is working with timbaland and maybe linda perry again ? im stoked the albums name is still tba, but is due for realse in DECEMEMBER.
also look for M.I.A.s new cd in august, its entiled after her mother and i will look that up again for you later!

download:
1. Creation Lake - By Silversun Pickups
2. Lost Cause - By Beck
3. Sober - By Kelly Clarkson
4. Knocked Up - By Kings Of Leon
5. The Salmon Dance - By The Chemical Brothers

david!

HEY! alright i didn't abandon this blog. I was just unable to write in it untill now! its been so long for me haha. So i'm back in kitimat and no longer on vaction, i wish i could of wrote more while i was on it but i only got to write about the worse day haha. Of course my negitivty is all that people see, so i'm gonna change that and try to sum it up the best i can!

Things turned around and luck started going better, i enjoyed the beach and a little bit of shopping. Although i did the majority in edmonton! I went to the beach with jackie and had to say goodbye again, although im glad shes moved back and i can see her more! I then went to greenwood, after me going to the concert didnt work out. AND FUCK WAS GREENWOOD BORING! it was the middle of nowhere for four days, I went all hilly billy and walked along the river for a while with my brother because it was 39 out, and i had a burn and heat rash! woohoo?

Alright well since i want you to get more of this in detail i will write about edmonton/pg another time! for now heres a download list, holy been so long since i did this

1. "Conquest" - By The White Stripes
2. "Do It Again" - By The Chemical Brothers
3. "The Heinrich Maneuveir" - By Interpol
4. "Friday Night" - By Lily Allen
5. The Magic Position" - By Patrick Wolf

David!

the days that lead up to leaving on my vaction were really fun, at points sad, but mostly reallllyyy fun. My friends had a party, i went to it got durnk took pics all that! then walked around for about 4ish hours, it was good bonding time, i wish had come sooner, for me and friend. Considering they left the next day after their dry grad, oh well. I also got to go to terrace for my last night before vaction, and me nat and micheal enjoyed the music. We danced, i got a little buzzed. It was so fun! definitly a trip to remember.
Although since ive been on vaction the flow has chnaged to bad luck and stressfull! Me & jackie have lost her card, had to get a hostel for her, blisters, had to walk for an hour and a half cuz the mall was closed when we got dropped off! had to deal with a bitchy aunt had something thrown at us by an old guy driving buy, and my mousse has sprayed all into my bag! oh well im hopeing today will get better since im going to the beach in a few then shopping with my mom at around 2

Galang - by M.I.A.
Wonderful Life - by Gwen Stefani
Backyard Betty - by Spank Rock
We can make sandwiches - by Grand ? Pubahs
Do it again - by the chemical brothers

David!

David!

heyy so,
sorry for not writeing for a while. Ive just been enjoying being done exams and all that. But still a little agrivated we havnt gotten our yearbooks yet!! talk about being late! Today me and jordan went shopping alllllll day haha, it was quite fun and i bought this outfit for a "full moon" show im going to, it had a whole bunch of djs and i plan on dancing, so it'll be really fun! I leave on vaction on sunday, and have a few things to do before then! so i'm going to go start doing thoses but i plan on writeing in here a lot before i leave and try writeing while im gone and add new photos and stuff throughout the course of my vacation BUT no promises! hahaha


David!

"BOYZ" - By M.I.A.
[HOW MANY TEQUILA IN THE PLACE,
HOW MANY BEERS IN THAT CASE!?]


"Fashionable People" - By Joel Plaskett Emergency


"Stranger" - By Hilary Duff


"My Moon, My Man" - By Feist


David!

Theres no one to look up to anymore, this school year has changed that for me. People you look up to, have tragedy struck upon them. One night it will all change.. The couple you akways wanted to have what they have, break up. You get let down by friends, then get in shit for trying to break away from them. you either get drunk, and get dramatic and feel guilty. Or sit at home, and your friends are upset and you feel guilty. The perfect familys are torn, and various celebertie idols are taken to jail or drunk all the time.
I really hope my friends dad gets better, and that the two friends who are having realtionship problems have things worked out. This is summer, the time of sun and fun but you can hardly tell. Oh well, things will look up.

5 songs to download:
1. "play crack the sky" - by brand new
2. "Sink Florida Sink" - by Against me!
3. "Handsome fus hate this city" - by Handsome Furs
4. "Rag & Bone" - By The White Stripes
5. "Just Watch The Fire Works" - by Jimmy Eat World

David!

Oh baby, its raining.

Not only is it pouring, but it is a storm. Its wierd how it fits most of the things that have been happening. Oh no, not all bad but during diffrent parts of the day, i feel on side of the scale is outwieghing the other. I havn't been "partying" lately, just going out during the day, then staying home at night. I don't know if i'm makeing a better decision or if i'm hideing. Lots of stuff happend last night, and I didn't even go out. Ugh, I wish I could yell at you.. you selfish prick she loved you and you were her everything. Even if things are okay with you guys, things arn't okay with me and you, i'll never forgive you for doing that to her. On prom night. This isn't a fucking soap opera so.. I'll talk about the good.
I went to terrace yesterday with courtney segear and she got her hair "did" at this really nice salon/spa called aveda, and i met this reall cool person. Who mentiond she'd be teaching a make up class, and a possibility of apprentincing for her and discount for mac makeup. Im so doing up that. I really want to do make up, my list of things i have to achomplish is getting bigger and bigger.

5 songs to download:
1. "Wierd" - By Hanson
2. "Yearbook" - By Hanson
3. "Kill" - By Jimmy Eat World
4. "Hustlin'" - By Rick Ross
5. "First Love" - By Uffie

David!

"Sealings" - By Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Shh!" - by The Antlers
"Swimmers" - by Broken Social Scene
"Take Pills" - by Panda Bear



- "Vampire/Forest Fire" by The Arcade Fire

you want to be set apart,
burned all of your art,
repair the wastefull part,
im a vampire, in a forest fire,
hey we all got to keep warm,
hey we all got to keep warm,
driving towards toward the storm,
your father was a prevert,
face down in the dirt,
he taught you how to hurt,
my father was a miner,
who lived in the suburbs,
lets live in the suburbs,
if i live with a burn,
i can never return,
his new poetry,
how embarassing,
your sister pours the gasoline,
i'll fix your meal,
i'll fix your meal,
while your burns heal.


























Schools Done...
so are we.

hmm alright so this is my 51st blog entry. I've never stuck to a blog so long, haha and now i just want to write in it more and more. Ugh, let me start by saying people moving sucks, but i guess its greedy for me to say it sucks. Cuz when you consider the town we are living in, it rocks for them. They get their moment.. to suceed or fail, to realize who they are and what they have. I wait for the day i get to move somewhere where i get to be like "free" and open and pursue what i want, but i feel i'm wasteing my time just waiting for it. But i can't help it. Jackies gone now, Last day of school tommorow so soon the grade 12s will be gone. Who ive become quite close with some, Most people have no idea how much things have changed in the last month simply because, its all been secrets. That i will probably never reveal, and if i do it'll be to someone who dosnt matter, and then i'll be over it. Ugh im rambling, i'll miss all of you who leave and i'm jealous you get too.


5 songs to download:
1. "Porcelien" by Red Hot Chilli Peppers
2. "Air Wars" by Crystal Castles
3. "Wtf Unmixed" by Fake Shark - Real Zombie
4. "First Love" by Uffie
5. "Tamboruine" by Eve

David!

heyy so ive just been takeing it easy lately. It was an eventfull weekend, well morel ike tagic but i guess tragic is pretty much the same as eventfull. Its weird how when certain things happen to people you think alot about yourself, and how you can better yourself as a person. Or when you think of last tuesday and how immature someone could be, and still all that happens is you grow from it. Not as in "oh they got me good, i learned my lesson" but as in "damn getting rid of that person from my life is the best thing i can EVER do for myself". They are the type who thinks they are all that and they have nothing they could possibly learn, in other words they are the ones who are really immature. But this isnt a blog made to diss, i don't write up posts on bands i dont like, or songs i don't like why waste my time putting down someting someone else loves so anyway on with the things i love. You don't like them, stop fucking comeing here.

trashy life...




5 Songs To Download:

5 songs to download
1. "First Love" - By Uffie
2. "Breakin Dishes" - By Rihanna
3. "Little Room" - By The White Stripes
4. "City Noise" - By Scarling
5. "Egyptian Lover" - By The Misshapes

David!

when you close your eyes, and feel like your falling. When the music hurts your head, when your throwing shit in your room and near fainting. We're microwaving bacon, and pissing on campers without wheels. Your smiles from last nights pictures are a distant memory, like the instant messages which were as filled with emotion as the donouts are filled with jelly. You can't sleep. Are we breathing? is it a waste of a breath? Are we evaporting and landing on someones skin only to be slowly absorbed, like the drinks your dropping on the carpet.

heyy,

so things have been alright i guess, although they have also been shitty. I can see them "slowly" getting better. Since monday has been pretty eventfull, well on monday i first of all got drunk. At my friend jackies house because she was supposed to be leaving, in the midst of dancing and prepareing water and stuff to throw on someone, i realized how much im gonna miss her. We went to her empty room and it was wierd to see nothing.. except a few left behind things and a mirror. "Save Tonight" by eagle eye cherry came on and during singing the chorus there was a line "tommorow i'll be gone" and jackie was singing along then it realized, and with many crying moments. When i left i realized leaving for the last time was probably one of my most hardest things i had to do. I know I have other friends but i can't help but feeling like im loosing a big part of me, it was like an story book that was ending again. We've been threw so much, to meeting people, dying our hair, losing friends, arguging with each other, house partys, terrace trips, cute is what we aim for, running around drunk, dancing by ourselfs on halloween, crushes on both sides, throwing cups at cars, spliting 40s, drugs, calling people in vancouver saying they owe us money for our hooker services.

so much, but were on pause again. like the moment when your favorite bands cd ends after a first listen, and all you can do is wait for the next album to come out.

5 songs to download:
1. save tonight - eagle eyed cherry
2. world at large - modest mouse
3. If you leave - nada surf
4. heres to the nights - eve 6
5. catch my diease - ben lee

David!

hmm,
so i'm pretty hungover, woohoo? I couldnt sleep at all last night, i passed out a like 7 and woke up before 12. My lab top (with all my music) is being a peice and not turning on. UGH. Things here keep fucking up! So thursday was hirsh, pretty fun lots of people big fire. Got drunk, friends punched people all that you know! & on friday, it was alright but extremly wierd. Me and jordan went to shell and got chase and just drank by ourselfs and took this nice pictures, which i'll put up sometime, i actually quite enjoy them! Yesterday i went thrift shoping with jordan got a pair of shades, jordan got a matching pair then.. i got a jacket and book. Jordan bought everything the store had. Later that night, i went to cassies birthday at codys, took some pics with a bear, danced, jello shooters, and talked to someone ive sat by for almost the whole year for the first time when they had to walk up the hill at the same time. Then i met natalie, and we went to rons. Expected drama and stuff and was worried, espically when i was just arriving there i realized my belt was undone! I played some gutair on a left handed one, i was pretty good. Smoked some stuff, and yeah grand old time, sort of. Then went to go to robs party, but we arrived and the people who told us to come wernt there anymore. So i went home and stayed up till 7 am cuz i couldnt sleep.


5 songs to download:
1. "sowing season" - by Brand New
2. "the animals are gone" - by Damien Rice
3. "Wolves at night" - by Manchester Orchestra
4. "I can barely breathe" - by Manchester Orchestra
5. "Miss New Booty" - by bubba sparxxx

David!

things suck.


yet they are the best they have ever been. im at an akward stage when things are the best but something is eating at me and reminds me that realistically, they are the worse they have ever been. Im a trooper though, i'd rather have a rough time with something it makes you stronger. Ive been going out alot, its been really fun. Hirsh last night was quite good, im suprized more then half the people i invited came
it was grand


5 songs to download
1. "i hate you so much right now" - kelis
2. "comeback kid" - silversun pickups
3. "dirty" - christina aguilera
4. "heart shaped glasses" - marilyn manson
5. "gimmie gimmie gimmie" - abba

Think about yourself at the ending of the last grade you were in, and now think of all thats happend. How much you've changed, your looks & your personality. Your probably not even the same person, or are you exactly the same just in a diffrent situation? Are you still drinking when you don't really want to, are you still doing drugs when you don't like them anymore? What are you addicted too, is it still the party or is whats in your cup? Are you makeing new friends, or just losing old ones? Are you ready to leave, and are you ready to be left? Its all self anaylzing.. and it'll drive you insane, because the more you think the more you contradict. Cuz truth be told your not sure about anything.


songs to download
1. Supersonic - by JJ FAD
2. Ace of Spades - by motorhead
3. Djs got a gun - by robots in disguise
4. Jesus Christ - by brand new
5. starter - by the cardigans

Heres some photographs I took in photography..






Mon Model Est Chancey




Song to listen to while viewing

"A Torrid Love Affair" By Boys Night Out

David!

has time ever gone by so fast yet so slow at the same time. Theres only 21 days left till my grade 11 year is over, thats only 12 days of actuall school left. Let me tell you, theres some people i'm really going to miss, and it really scares me that they are leaving and i have to stay here. This town makes me feel like i'm nothing, and that i'm not doing anything. Just because everything i love that makes me feel whole is somewhere else, to the party scene in nyc, the san deigo beaches, west edmonton mall, okangon getaways and music scene, the shops and auditions in vancouver. What do we have here? drunken nights of gossip that are filled with things you wish you had and hadnt said. Oh well one more year left, despite how much i feel like i should be gradding with those that i dont want to leave, 12 school days from now.

SONGS TO DOWNLOAD:
1. "Campfire Kansas" - By The Get Up Kids
2. "One Two Three Four" - By Feist
3. "How a Resurrection Really Feels" - By The Hold Steady
4. "Misery Business" - By Paramore
5. "Heres To The Night" - By Eve 6
6. "Back To Black" - By Amy Winehouse
7. "I See Spiders When I Close My Eyes" - By The Boy Least Likely Too
8. "Expecting" - By The White Stripes

heyy again,
long time no write. Maylong is over, and i enjoyed a couple days of camping with some friends! we stayed at this speical spot on the hot springs "water slides/pool" where the owner let us. Then we'd walk to minette bay where all the partys and people were. The first night we didnt really get in, but got all lost and confused and had a grand ol drunk time. On saturday we got in and most of the group wanted to leave at 11 me and nat wanting to stay later, stayed behind then got split up, around 130ish in the morning i realized i didnt know where i was going, after being offered a tent i found my friends and jumped in a back of a truck and went back to the campsite. IT WAS A TRECK! Then the next day we walked to the lake, showered and hit the beach it was so nice. We then went around on my friends boat, and i just layed and tanned then later came home and hung out with some friends. Got my trampelene set up and all that, and my lab top is nearing being full of music hahaha, and some videos.

5 songs to download
1. "Misery Busniess" - By Paramore
2. "My Friend Dario" - By Vitalic
3. "Snowball" - By Test Icicles
4. "Janes Song" - By Janes Addiction
5. "Yellow Submarine" - By The Beatles

David!

hmm so the almight "may long" is comeing up. I friggen hate packing, and getting ready for a trip its so stressful. Its like you know your going to forget something and at the same time bring 5 things you don't even need! Other then maylong comeing up, i've been doing the same old stuff. Putting up with certain drifting friends, waiting for someone who cant help me to help me. As fucking emo and bitchy as that sounds, but whatever. ALSO like always ive been listening to music and new music, I don't know what to say my all time favorite genre of music is simply because I love so much, but download the songs and watch the video and you'll get a pretty good idea of my favorite at the moment!

SORRY INTERUPTED BY MY DAD YELLING AT ME CUZ I TOLD HIM THE PHONE WAS FOR HIM! HOW OLD ARE YOU FUCKING FIVE SERIOUSLY GROW THE HELL UP! TEACH US NOT TO FUCKING SWEAR THEN WHAT THE HELL DO YOU DO FUCKIING SWEAR YOUR ASS OFF AT ME! HOLY WHO VENTS TO THEIR KIDS! GROOOOOOOWWWWWWWW THHHHHHHHE HHHHHEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLL UUUUUUPPPPPPPPPP!

..he apologized, prob cuz i threw the phone at him


"pin by the yeah yeah yeahs"


"Biycle by be your own pet"

5 Songs To Download:
1. "Californias Dark" - By The Nightwatchmann
2. "Get Free" - By The Vines
3. "Drunk Teenagers" - By Joel Plaskett Emergency
4. "My Body Is A Cage" - By The Arcade Fire
5. "Timberwolves At New Jersey" - By Taking Back Sunday

heyy
so ive been keeping busy, and just finshed doing this performance for arts umbrella from vancouver. It was interesting doing a silent play, i got to play three quite big rolls. So you know it was sweet, good job everyone! k this isnt a music video, but this is jealousy:




5 songs to download:
1. "The Way I Are" - By Timbaland
2. "I Know" - By Trespassers William
3. "Louis Vuitton" - By Jeffree Star
4. "One Two Three Four" - By Feist
5. "Drunk Teenagers" - By Joel Plaskett Emergency

David!

yo,

so i just found this really sweet band, well alot lately but they all seem to be comeing from one place! GERMANY, like they have some good house/electonica music, Berlin knows its house scene.
The most recent of these great bands i've been discovering is "Le Dust Sucker", I first heard one of their songs on The Hype Machine and i fell in abosolute LOVE the song was called "Smells Like Dog Kiss". It is so like catchy, with a build upbeatness throughout the whole song, and i love the dog barks hahaha. When i went to their myspace, I was dissapointed they didn't have this song there, but what I found also, I really liked!

http://www.myspace.com/ledustsucker

I also found "BOYS NOIZE" a greatt band, with a dark side to their techno and some occasional german speaking itself. If daft punk was to go a little bit dark, and change language occasionaly this is what you'd get. Only not so much repeative beats, this is their myspace... check out "remix melody 1"

http://www.myspace.com/boysnoizemusic

some other profiles to check out [Click name to go to their myspace]

Jackson And His Computer Band - recommended song "Teen Beat Ocean" [this sounds like a dysfunctional computer but it works soooo well]

Randy Twigg - recommended song "Centerfold" [of them all i see this band having the most seucess in north america]

5 Songs To Download
1. Umbrella - By Rihanna
2. Alife - By Lily Allen
3. My Moon My Man - By Feist
4. Smells Like Dog Kiss - By Le Dust Sucker
5. Juice Box Paper Hat & A Line Of Pixie Sticks - By PlayRadioPlay!

David!

hey again,

soo ive been going out so much, hahaha feeling kind of like sick now though. think its the flu haha, but since im taking the time to write in here and im calming down on the going out i came up with a clever idea! Calming music, its something we all need now and again hahaha so let me start by saying I LOVE SHORELINE (L)

http://www.myspace.com/shorelinetheband

they are so claming, and remind me of a cd i recently bought which is "neon bible by the arcade fire". I'm confirming that if you want to be taken to another place that you get this cd. For another relaxing song, i thought i'd put up a relaxing video, its lazy eye by the silversun pick ups



5 Songs To Download [Not all relaxing]
1. "Ocean Of Noise" - By The Arcade Fire
2. "Never Again" - By Kelly Clarkson
3. "Lazy Eye" - By Silversun Pickups
4. "Pop The Glock" - By Uffie
5. "I Don't Have To Try" - By Avril Lavinge

David!

hey,

hmm so this is my 35th post hahaha, wow. I know its not hardcore, like woah big number or anything, I'm just happy I stuck to this for this long. Hahahaha. Yeah so this weekend was pretty good, it was calm and a little wild, like a quiet riot one might say. Where I found like resting area in cahotic places and times.
I feel like akward with myself some days but, I can feel the akwardness being something I'm sheding slowly. I enjoyed hanging out with emma and jordan TWICE. Once, for the lovely 420 when we were finally done getting ready by like 1030 and then went to tayos, with a break to talk to some people on a sidewalk. Then we went to justins, had a pretty sweet phono covo on some steps with karly, and jordan took some pretty glam pics hahaa :D oh well if the poses were bad, the outfit was good and thats all that matters. After going back to tayos, we finally went home.
the next day we had some vintage shopping and tanning, as well as make up shopping and subway for the second time hahaha. Then we went out again to a spruce party where things were uhhh eventfull ? hahaha with a fire, and a brief vist from the cops, and about 80 millon trips to pee, it was quite fun. haha "IM A MACHINE" was my qoute for the night, and the song jordan got stuck in my head was wind it up by gwen stefani hahaha! although like chicken dance in riverlodge parking lot was sweet hahaha. After a cab ride, we went to tayos and enjoyed a diffrent crowd. I met sarahs older sister, and talked to jackie for the first time in a while. It was a good night i must say, and i was two hours late but no trouble so its all good ANYWAYS on to musicc..

M.I.A. is the album i am STOKED for, i have this picture promting the album "Power Power"



and her single bird flu was posted in one of the early blogs. I don't know when this album is going to be realesed I just know i'm going to try to get it THAT DAY! so yeahh keep an eye out for it!

The Kill's are another band i found in one of my old nylon magazines and they are simply amazing like i dono they are addicting, this video is like so tam, but like slowly builds and is almost like an earth quake at points. Its amazing how much the video and song catches your attention without explosions and effects and all that like most things need to use to get teens attention nowadays.



5 SONGS TO DOWNLOAD:
1. "Keep Your Hands Off My Girl" - By Good Charlotte
2. "I Can Do Better" - By Avril Lavinge
3. "Brainstorm" - By Arctic Monkeys
4. "No Wow" - By The Kills
5. "Milk And Honey" - By Nick Drake

David!

hey again,

alright so we've finally got some sun :D and i really hope it stays hahaha. Other then the brighter wearther, and shorts everythings been the same. Except i've been working alot harder in school, which is about time. Since theres is only 56 days left untill summer. Other then that, ive been enjoying just like hanging out and going out drinkikng and stuff less. Which is also really nice. Today we oh so cooly rollerbladed around downtown, except karly was on bike :D lol.
In other news, i've been getting angry towards the news. Before I discuss this topic, I have to say I'm really sorry for what happend to the people at virgina tech, and yes this topic needs to be prevented from ever happening again. Although the media has been profiting of off stuff like this for way to long, and giving the person who was too much of a pussy to get councelling exactly what he wanted. Instead of working on how they are gonna apeal to read a story, so they can get a new floor on their house. People should be working on fixing the problem, with a stricter gun restriction, maybe censors in schools. They could at least look at the heroic storys like the one of the brave teacher who took bullets for the students. I'm sorry if i've offended anyone, im not saying anything to harm the people invloved in the situation. Im only angry at the media for giving people ideas and "glamorizeing" the whole event, when it should be left alone for the officals to deal with and solve.
In MUSIC NEWS though things are way better, The White Stripes have recorded a new album called "Icky Thump". This album will be more "heavy" and diffrent from any of the previous white stripes album, and as we all saw on the white stripes "get behind me satan", you never know how to expect them to change. Although i can say there will be no "marimba's" on this upcoming album. MEG WHITE ROCKS ON THE DRUMS, DONT THINK SO? YA JEALOUS!

New Maroon 5 Video I Saw On Much This Morning:



------K SO THIS IS WAY OLD BUT SOME PICS FROM MESSA








We had good acts this year, and one of the acts was um "Sexual September?" I wasnt quite to sure on the name of this, possibly temporary band. But I was glad to see bands in school events i always am. Music can only get better when you play with other people. Good job, glad to see screaming in the program!

5 Songs To Download:
- "Seed" - By The Academy Is...
- "Tie Off Your Viens" - By Monty Are I
- "Makes Me Wonder" - By Maroon 5
- "If I Was Your Vampire" - By Marilyn Manson
- "Lazy Eye" - By Silversun Pickups

David!

hey,

alright so schools been kind of boring, and i've been going out less which is kind of a good thing. Although last weekend i went out with emma to tayos. It was akwardly fun just cuz we didn't really talk to all the people there, but emma adapted and made it work better then i did. Although we both had fun so i guess thats what counts. I've been re-filling my itunes, and i dono ive just become way more open and like, have a better libary with only about 50 songs then i did with like the 300 or whatever before.
I got invited to this acting workshop with on cue players, which was quite fun and just made me feel refreshed and not usesless when it comes to acting. we dont have enough oppertunitys here in kitimat.
Alright though MUSIC NEWS, Marilyn Manson has a new song out on his myspace for his upcoming album "eat me, drink me" which is out JUNE 5TH YO!. The song is called "If I was your vampire" and you can listen to it here..

http://www.myspace.com/marilynmanson

Also for other stuff, i have managed to find this new "cansei de ser sexy" like band, that i must say i really enjoy listening to. The band is called "chicks on speed" and you should really chekc them out!

TOP 5 SONGS TO DOWNLOAD:
- "Shake Tramp" - By Mariana's Trench
- "Everything That Makes Me Sick" - By The Almost
- "A Torried Love Affair" - By Boys Night Out
- "The Best Damn Thing" - By Avril Lavinge
- "Backass" - By Karen O [Ft. Peaches]

David!

hey so well i havnt been that happy of a person lately. I don't really know why, lets start of by calling it "teenage bordom and drama that results of it". My friend Natalie threw a party the other day, which was pretty fun I must say. Although I was quite gone, but I guess thats a good thing. Blah fuck w.e. no one reads this shit, so heres some depressing music for you to download:

"Starter" - By The Cardigans
"Light Years Awat" - By MoZella
"Lucky You" - By The National
"Lie In The Sound" - By Tresspassers William
"Asshole" - By Beck
"Nightbirds" - By Ryan Adams
"Harrowdown Hill" - By Thom Yorke
"Lyrical Lies" - By Cute Is What We Aim For
"Lazy Eye" - By Silversun Pickups
"A Confession From Man To Man" - By Uncle Outrage
"Nothing Came Out" - By Moldy Peaches


& Heres A video of alanis moressete covering my humps by the black eyed peas:





David!

ANYTHING AUGUST SHOW [Best Photos]







Show Summary:
So if you don't know who anything august is yet, its time to jump on the bandwagon. They were formed here in Kitimat b.c., and now are living in kelwona and currently as it stands are number one on much music's razor countdown.
I've always like the anything august shows, they are great and passonate about what they do. As well as they are one of the people trying to bring back the music scene, cuz when it comes to concerts here this town is a ghost town. I stood in the small mosh pit that was formed and trying my hardest to get great pictures, but when they actually started playing there set I took a break and watched. I felt the drums and bass, go through the floor up my legs and try to get out my chest. Then the moshing began, although some people got a little rough it was still an enjoyable time for those who didnt want to mosh. They have come along way and i was glad to see them come back! hope they do again soon! i also belive they will be doing a show in vancouver, so my van friends better go to that, i'll tell you more about that show later!


David!

YOU ALL BETTER BEING GOING TO ANYTHING AUGUST & WELCOME TO DEATH VALLEY ON THURSDAY, IF I KNOW YOU SEEN THIS AND YOU DON'T IMA BE PISSED!

hahaha k its on thursday, at 7 pm and its 5 dollars at the door so no need for tickets. Its at the old video update place, you all know where it is, and if you dont its upstars in the mall to the left of the bollowing alley. Or the right, if your at the coffee stand.

Alright other then that hahaha schools back in now and it kinda sucks but hey, james in 3 days ? birtney in 6? can you say party :D hahaha alright other then that i've just been listening to alot of music like usuall. right now im listening to a band called the thermals (song is born dead)which is a really good band, they are also kind of like this other band ive been listening to lately which is say anything. Heres a video for the song i love "Alive with the glory of love", other then "wow i can be sexual too" which is the one everyone knows.


alive with the glory of love..

So you should so download:
"dignity" - by hilary duff
"lax to ohare" - by The academy is
"follow the cops back home" - by placebo
"the disctrict sleeps alone tonight" - by the postal service
"boiled frogs" - by alexisonfire

Ive alsot got some of my videos with friends from a while back, so here you go:


womaly art of breast feeding


thrift bras



running with shorts in snow



Valentines dance, I AM IN IT JUST WATCH

David!

[pics from anything august concert on friday]

Alright,
so spring break is almost over :( and that really sucks because i'm likeing this whole not going to school thing. hahaha, although I miss seeing the few aqutencie's I only see at school. This spring break I stayed here in town, where it was nice and snowy with occasional rain. ALTHOUGH when i went to terrace and shopped and bought some nice new things, the sun totally came out, it was sweet. Good thing I bought my new sunglasses that day hahaha, they are so nice! I'm getting totally excited for summer, and already started buying and laying out outfits.
Amound purchases of clothes I've bought madonnas live dvd of the connfessions tour, and it was great! Another exciting show by madonna no wonder she is the top selling concert our there. ALTHOUGH the item I want the most now, its Arcade Fire's Neon Bible, Arcade fire is always so gently plesent your sure not to be dissapointed if you just press play and relax.

"The Bird & The Worm" - By The Used
"We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands" - By The Academy Is.. [New Album soon "Santi"]
"Flathead" - By The Fratellis
"Paranoid Android" - By Sia
"Northern Whale" - By The Good The Bad & The Queen

Are all great songs i've recently discovered that you should check out. Also keep an eye out for word of the new The Academy Is, Maroon 5, & Jennifer Lopez's new all spanish album [out this tuesday].

WORD HAS IT GWENS MAKEING A NEW CD WITH NO DOUBT AGAIN! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!


David!

Hey people alright so I just uploaded the pics and the anything august add thing, but now im actually gonna write some stuff hahaha. Alright well this Spring break is going pretty good but also really random! yesterday my friend Jackie was supposesd to have a party, but her aunt caught on before jackie knew she was catching on :( which really sucked cuz i think i was more excited for her party then most people are for christmas, but ohhhh wellll i threw my own! hahaha :| you know 30 people shoved in my room and about 30 more trying to get in, all while peaches is cranking, good ol' fun! it got a little dramatic when g got really drunk then g hooked up with h's best friend when h liked g. but oh well alcohol really screws things up if g didnt know how to walk h can't expect him to know how to function. Oh well rums the enemy. Other then last nights fun/drama/randomness i have just been kinda laying low for today downloading some REALLY GOOD SONGS K SO YOU HAVE TO DOWNLOAD THIS LIST, IF THERES A LIST TO DOWLOAD ITS THIS ONE!...

"nights of the living dead" - Tilly & the wall
"10000 pound ego" - KILLOLA
"parting of the sensory" - Modest mouse
"missed the boat" - Modest mouse
"get gone" - The midnight hours
"make war" - Bright eyes

ps.. im gonna have to new little videos soon! gonna be great:D

David!

SOME UN EDITED PHOTOS FROM MINE AND JORDANS PHOTOSHOOT












& THE ANYTHING AUGUST POSTER I SAID ID GET YA

hey
alright well so last night my dad came home really drunk. wow. funny because he always makes a big deal about what will happen if I come home as drunk as he did last night, oh well. Hes buying me jeans this weekend comeing up so thats good. I took my L again, but I failed grr i got 72% and you need 80% to pass. Oh well i'll get it before this firday, JUST WATCH. This weekend was pretty fun, although my friend "x" keeps saying sorry, and I just dont want to be "x's" friend again, at least not at this time, so I dono what to do cuz I feel bad. Although I don't know its hard to explain, I'm doing myself better by not being x's friend.
This weekend I got the new fallout boy cd Infinty On High, and i've listened to it about five times since saturday hahaha :| its pretty good. A great album just to let play. I also had some friends over to watch the movie Spun which was a greatly disguiting poytrayl of meth addicts on a binge. I absoultly LOVE Brittney Murphey in the movie, and this great song from it called "love to love" - by Zwan . Other then that I went to a friends get togther, and boy did I ever get high.. I think it was my frist time :| lol cuz its the first time I really felt it.
OH and me and jordan took some great new pics that are up on my piczo site www.youmakemesicksicksick.piczo.com , but I'll get them up on here & on myspace soon! Well I'll tell you some songs to download and give you mcr's newest video "I don't Love You" which is good although that chicks pupils SCAREE ME.

Download:
"Love to Love" - By Zwan
"Always" - By Billy Corgan
"The Prayer" - By Bloc Party
"Whatever Happend" - By The Strokes
"44. Calibar Love Letter" - By Alexisonfire




ANYTHING AUGUST & SPECIAL GUESTS SHOW ON THE 21st KITIMAT MALL, WHERE OLD VIDEO UPDATE PLACE WAS, FIVE DOLLARS ENTRY.. GONNA BE FUN!

hey,
so.. so far this weekend kinda sucks, but its only friday so it can change around right ? well yesterday I pretty much didnt get called out to do anything. Sweet. Oh well, Tonight i'm going out so thats good. OH and today I'm gonna go for my L, soon actually :| Oh I hope I pass hahaha. At this moment in time I don't really like anyone in a realtionship way, and am still have problems with a friend. Although they apologized I don't just wanna jump back in and be their friend again. Well other then all this I've been working out and practicing acting & singing for future plays or whatever. There is word we might be doing the three plays that were in festival again at the end of the month for the community so make sure to come out for that! I'm slightly realived I still have something to do. I never want to not be doing anything. Well Heres so cool songs..

"We Are The Sound" - By Alexisonfire
"Standing In The Way Of Control [Soulwax Nite Version] - By The Gossip
"Green Light" - By Beyonce
"Emerge" - By Fisherspooner
"Musik Is My Life" - By Felix Da Housecat
"Hollaback Boy" - By Cobra Starship
"HANDSOME AKWARD" - By The Used
"OCEAN OF NOISE" - By The Arcade Fire
"Alone In Koyto" - By Air

Look For "Neon Bible" The New arcade Fire Album, And "Pocket Sympathy" The New Air Album



**NEW ARTIC MONKEYS - word from a friend in nyc is that there will be no big dance hits like the last one, but i'm still looking forward to it because I enjoyed their non dance hits on their last album "whatever people say i am is what im not"

David!

hey!

alright so the drama festival was fun. There were 6 towns in it all togther, and out of 30 awards ours took home 10, so I like to think we did fairly well. I was so glad I went, although at first I didn't really want too. We enjoyed dinners at dq which envolved some blonde comments on my behlaf, chinese smorgish borges and tupperware, as well as micheal and kayls longggg order in that caffe. We also had a dance that I tryed to get all dressed up for, although I think I did pretty well considering I got ready in a bathroom haha. Our play got the award for the "keeping the ball rolling" which was for the best performance by late entry people, which included me and Alex. Although or play one others as well! It was a really good experince well I was there I heard some new songs, and well remembered some old ones..

"Cell Block Tango" - From Chicago
"Chelsea" - By Steffy
"Sweet Temptation" - By Lillix
"California Dreaming" - By Benni Benassi
"This Love" - By Maroon 5
"Give It To Me" - By Timbaland

and I also you should so try and get THE NEW USED SONG

"Handsome Akward" - by The Used

David!

hey whats up
so ive been kind of busy kind yet kind of not. I've been busy working on the "Remberance" play that will be done at festival. Other then that its been school, going out to partys, and chilling at home with some awsome music. Things have been well hard, I hate like mixed feelings and bitchy people. It friggen sucks and if you care, or just "don't give a fuck" its still such a drainer. Although whatever we all go through it and we all are fine, so big whoop. Heres some songs if you wanna download:

"Girlfriend" - By Avril Lavinge
"Cyclops" - By Marilyn Manson
"Yeah Yeah" - By Bodyrox
"Ex - Girlfriend" - By No Doubt
"Spiderwebs" - By No Doubt
"Don't Stop" - By Brazillen Girls
"#1 Crush" - By Garbage
"Whatever Happend" - The Strokes
"And It Rained All Night" - By Thome Yorke
"Do I Look Like A Slut?" By 2 many djs vs tiga
"You Gonna Want Me" By Tiga

cds comeing soon
hilary duff's "Dignity"
arcade fire's "Neon Bible"
avril lavinge's "The Best Damn Thing"

Music Video To Check Out
M.I.A.'s Birdflu



Cd to buy
Fallout Boys - Infinty On High

SOME RAND FACTS FOR YEAH
BRITNEY SPEARS SHAVED HER HEAD AND I THINK ITS SEXY!
NICOLE RITCHES DATEING JOEL MADDEN, what happend to hilary ?

britney storyy...



David!

Hi so things have been good,
but they've actually been pretty shitty. I've stopped talking to someone I was pretty sure I liked, just because I realized I can't like them when they're dateing. I think it's for the best since nothing can ever happen, and I don't want to be know as the creeper who likes someone whos dateing. Although i'm actually wishing they'd get me back, find a way to talk to me, anything. Although I can't rely on that.. other then that uh I've been reading a script for festival in smithers in april. I have aslo started new classes, got a little TOOOOO drunk at the cast party. Yeah, did the show last tuesday, lots of people liked it. my semester is Bio, Socials, Photography & Math. Math which i'm skipping right now cuz all we do is review and he dosn't make us check it. So new music yeah i think so..

"Daisychains" - By Youth Group
"Mamma Wont You, Keep Those Castles In The Sky" - By Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
"The Funeral" - By Band Of Horses
"Wires" - By Athlete
"Suspended From Class" - Camera Obscura
"Hospital Beds" - Cold War Kids
"Little Wing" - Jimmy Hendrix
"Karma Police" - Radiohead
"How To Dissapear Completly" - Radiohead
"Fast Car" - Xiu Xiu

David!

hey everyone,
so i got chosen over the other classes bensonhurst to play the role again this upcoming tuesday for hald the school. I'm nervous but glad to be doing it again, even if it's just for one last time. I really like the puting on a show enviroment, and wish I could do it more often. I've gotten alot of compliments from people around town, and decided that me and jackie are going to auditon for a play with on-cue if they have anything to be presented before the summer. I've got two partys to go to tonight, and one tommorow. So i don't think i'll be writeing again this weekend but i've got some sweet songs you have to check out and a music video by Placebo that is awsomly trippy, and heartbreaking.

Songs To Download:
Helicopter [Wierd Science Remix] - Bloc Party [I love this is has peaches in it, makes me wanna dance and sing along at the same time]

Warning Sign - Coldplay [I Felt like listening to some coldplay so i got out one of thier older cds "A rush of blood to the head" and thought that this track stood out, that and of course Clocks]

Carpal Tunnel Of Love - Fallout Boy [This is as punk as i've heard f.o.b. in a long time and don't you really love the name?]

Meds - Placebo [This is the song has such a good gutair, lyrics and placebo is depressing but beautifull at the same time JUST LISTEN to the lead singer Brian Molko's voice and how could you not like this song. The music video is right here so watch it then fall in love]

NEW MUSIC IN 2007

Bloc Party, "A Weekend In The City" if you have ever heard a Bloc Party song, you are glad they are finally back. If not, your not the music genuis you think you are! their previous album "Silent Alarm" had great alternative hits like "Banquet", "So Here We Are", and even "Pioneers" Which got itself on The Oc. Now they are back and are living up to their reputation, talking about the desfunction of society with a good beat to accompany. 3 out of 5

"Hunting For Witches" - has a desfuncitonal computer, which nylon magazine says they were aiming for, and a beat that imeditly wants to make you dance. With lyrics like "I'm sitting on the roof of my house/ with a shotgun". I belive it is symbolism how society singles out the people who are diffrent. Which back in the day would lead people to thinking your a witch.

"Uniform" - The Pace for this song is a little slower but it is worth the download. This song i belive is about how alot of people look the same. With the opening line of "there was a sense of dissapointment as we left the morgue/ all the young people look the same". So download this song about wearing masks, being handsome and being bored.

"Song For Clay (Dissapear Here)" - Great vocals in this ballad starting song, about trying to be heroic but being hollow. It has a great shift in music, which seems like a mood changes only threw gutairs.

"SRXT" - this song depresses the hell out of me, with sad music and lyrics about takeing down posrters and "i called ugene/ and told him im drowing". Listen to this song and hear about what makes the upbeat band sad.

Modest Mouse - "We Were Dead Before The Ship Even Sank" I know having them back at the same time as bloc party is going to be a good thing, although I've only heard one song. It seems they are the same old them, if not a little more upbest music wise. DON'T KNOW THEM !? YES YOU DO THEY SANG "FLOAT ON" on thier cd "Good News For People Who Love Bad News" 4 out of 5

"Dashboard" - This song is a upbeat, and head bop worthy. "well you told them about nowhere, but it seems like a place id want to go". GREATTTTT lyrics, download the single and see for yourself. It has an alternative chinese sound at a time, and great beat noise that provides some bass.


The Shins - "Wincing The Night Away" A Great band, returns with a great release this year. Unlike the other two bands on this list, I didn't like untill their release this year. Although I'm now looking at them in a whole new light. The singer who used to have trouble sleeping has now created a good album to play at the end of your day and think about all that you've done and want too. 3 out of 5

"Sleeping Lessons" - A soft song, that begins as if you are already asleep and can hear a voice talking to you. The the beat comes in like your heart beat, as he sings about "theres a thousand diffrent versions of your self". Then later the gutairs become more clear, and they are fantastic. "Just Put Yourself In My New Shoes/And See Why I Do What I Do". Its a great song, that says one of my favorite lines from one of my favorite movies "off with their heads".

"Turn On Me" - a song about fadeing affections, and i get the impression its somewhat about growing up.

"Australia" - this pace is the fastest ive heard, and it reminds me of my friend who came from austrila. It really is a soundtrack for rememberance. As he talks about dancefloors, andbeing a minute to late. "You Havn't Loved Since January"

Deerhoof - "Friend Opportunity" This is the band all the creative bands you know think are creative. This band has never created a hit, to be a hit. They do music for music sake, and are obscene and indepdent. Take a trip into this wierd world of what music can be.

"Kidz Are So Small" This song is so wierd, with a great electronic rock beat about how if she was a man, and you a dog, she throw a stick for you. Listen to possibly their most dancy song yet.

"Wither The Small Birds" This songs like a japenese ballad, sung by a cartoon preschool charachter. In a romance movie.

"The Perfect Me" A rocky march-esque song by this creative band, very upbeat. Makes me wanna mosh, and cry out at the same time. Although thats all on the inside of course.

Hey everyone!

The play is done now, thank you for everyone who said I did a good job it means alot to me. It was really fun doing, and i'm going to miss that class alot. I think we had the best cast, and have been threw alot togther. The school board has mentioned to mr jones about combining the two classes for one final show, so I hope if they do it I can have a chance to be included. Other then that, a band called shoreline has asked me to help promote them, so i'll be giving out some cds when they get here to people who will help them on there way. If you want to know what they sound like before I get the copys then you should hit up their myspace. If all goes alright, I should be doing a set for their tour. ALthough when and where are still along way off, so yeah check them out.


Downloads:
"I Don't Need A Man" - By The Pussy Cat Dolls
"Turn Me Up" - By Benni Benassi
"Isolation" - By Joy Division
"Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds" - By The Beatles
"Building On Fire" - By Talking Heads
"Chewing Gum" - By Annie
"4th Period: Clothes Off!" - By Gym Class Heros

CHECK OUT: The Good The Bad & The Queen / Shoreline

David!

hey everyone,
opening night tonight bitches! haha im so excited, but somehow am not nervous yet. This weekend is going to be very busy so i will try my best to write after one of the shows, although i have studying for exams and not to mention partays. I'm going to make it to Tayos/Lauras, or i will try! as well as our cast party, if we have one haha. well heres some sons to get ready too, inspired by dress rehersal:

What You Waiting For ? - Gwen Stefani
Party Affair - DJ Boozy Woozy
Vogue - Madonna
I'm So Excited - Le Tigre
Beautiful - Moby
Love Me Or Hate Me - Lady Soverign
Kylie - Ackent
Cheated Hearts [Peaches Rmx] - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

David!

hey
so yeah i know long time no write, so yeah play is in 4 more school days! i went to the other classes and they did a good job. I've been going out a little bit, not as much as usual but still going out none the less. Most of my time is being spent in terrace, i went like three times this weekend. I got to hang out with my friend there once with natalie, it was great fun. We were so classy reading the new yorker, vintage clothing hahaha. I've been really wanting to dj, its like my craving i dono. I just want to do it to it. AHH. although about the play in terrace, it wasn't going to work out. Since my dad has hockey on two of the rehersal days, ughh i really wanted to be a part of it. Although The urban color fashion show is postphoned so i have more time to get ready for that after "Murders In The Heir" is all done.
I've bought two cds since i last wrote,

"K-Os's "Atlantis [Hymns For Disco]"" and it is hip hop, electronic, jass, rap, ghetto, chants, clips of old songs, rock all road into one. I call it exploration hip hop because it sticks to the one genre but brings in tiny diffrent aspects. With great and meaningfull lyrics that arnt like "SHAKE YO ASS" like most hip hop albums, K-Os is a music genuis.
id give it 3 out of 5
download: sunday morning, born to run, & fly paper

"The Killers' "Sams Town"" and their last album i belive was better, simply since it was my view of a perfect album. Although I found this album to be a little more arena rock then their indie/alternative past, although in some parts you can hear the old killer's that bursted onto the scene because they did it effortlessly. This album also seems to have a desert theme, like the case, and various refrences to deserts and sun on my back and all that. As well as two of their videos for singles "when you were young" and "bones" being in the desert it comes across.
id give it 2 out of 5
download: when you were young, bones, and uncle johnny


Also To Download:
"Perfect Exceeder - By Princess Superstar vs Mason" [ Electronic ]
"Single Again - By The Firery Furnances" [ Alternative ]
"Electro Fuckers - By Miss Kitten & The Hacker" [ ELECTRONIC ]
"Knock Em Out - By Lilly Allen" [ BRIT POP ]
"Demolition Lovers - By My Chemical Romance" [ Emo Rock Alternative ]
"Fool For Love - By Steffy" [ Electronic Pop ]
"After Dark - By Le Tigre" [ Alternative & Punk & Pop ]
"No Heaven - By Champion" [ Alternative Rock Electronic ]

David!

hey everyone,
wow so i havnt written for what to me is a long time. Hahaha I've been sober for 9 days, woohoo! Now that i'm back to school, things have been busier. I am working really hard in my math, getting more creative in english and writing. Although its in the drama class that things are really getting busier with no more then two weeks to go till we are on stage in 60+ people for three nights in a row. I'm scared and still learning the last few of my killer lines.
New for the other play "the secret garden", is well nothing i have gotten no call back from the director to set something up. Even though on the phone he sound really interested in having me for the part. I really just wish I at least get to meet with them and have an audition or something.
I have been going to the gym alot lately with jackie, I hope to get in better shape for this summer in edmonton. She just wants to get in better shape. I havn't really had time to work on my writeing but i'll start again soon. I've gone shopping in terrace [Next town over] a couple times and recently me and chancey were in our favorite coffee shop "the artful cup". While enjoying or smoothies, the owner of urban color came up to us and asked us to help promote them, and help with a fashion show in early febuary. So at least i'll have that to occupy me after "murder's in the heir" is all done.

Well ive noticed alot of people got ipods for christmas so i'd figure i'd commit to giving you a longer list of song downloading ideas for those of you that want to fill it..

"Basment Ghost Singing" - By Armor For Sleep
"Shes In Parties" - By Bauhaus
"Bang Bang (He Shot Me Down)" - By Nancy Sinatra
"All Good Things Come To An End" - By Nelly Furtado
"Crossdresser" - By Uncle Outrage
"Post Blue" - By Placebo
"This Is Halloween" - By Marilyn Manson
"Boys Don't Cry" - By The Cure
"Skeleton Jar" - By Youth Group
"Lover I Don't Have To Love - By Bettie Serveert
"Art Bitch" - By Cansei Der Sexy
"Lyrical Lies" - By Cute Is What We Aim For
"Poor Innocent Boys " - By The Cazals
"Ditto" - By Cassie
"I Don't Give A..." - By Peaches
"Cherry Bomb" - By Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
"Whats Ya Take On Cassavettes" - By Le Tigre
"Dude Yr So Crazy!" - By Le Tigre

DAVID!

HEY!!
HAPPY NEW YEARR!!

although if your new years eve night was anything like mine it SUCKED. Although I have a feeling the rest of the new year isn't going to be that way. On the eve of 2007, I got in an arugment with one of my best friends jackie and not to mention got way to drunk. To be honest I don't even remember where I was for the countdown! yikes. Although with this new year comes new things, like vows that I won't drink again till..summer : yeah its sort of shocking or at least it is to me. Since last summer I don't think i've gone a week without being drunk at one point.
BUT things are changeing, i've been working on my novel alot and expect to be done by the end of january. My play with the school is comeing soon this month, and i'm trying out for a possible role in a play in terrace called "The Secret Garden". Jackie & I have also been working out, by going to the gym and what not to get in shape for this summer. I also am glad to say that O.O.A.K. is going to start designing really soon. The myspace site should be launched before this summer, with great cool stuff you'll want to buy. I am currently getting rid of the last bit of blue in my hair, with some more blonde dye haha. So I should get going although, before I do im going to give you some good songs to download and put up this soundless video of me and jackie shopping & possibly one of me christina and natalie danceing. HAHA.





[Song was fergilicous MOVIES WITH SOUND SOON]

Songs:
"Ditto" - By Cassie
"Indiana" - By The Meg & Dia Band
"Monsters" - By Matchbook Romance
"Love Is A Place" - By Metric
Power Ranger Theme Song
"Whats Going On" - By 4 Non Blondes
"Scream Team" - By Deerhoof (check out their new songs on their myspace!!)
"Sextasy" - By Eastside Clubbers

PS; BRITNEY IS WORKING ON A NEW ALBUM WITH PHARRELL WOOHOO!
SHE DUMPED MR UGLY NO TALENT