so its three days till my 17th birthday. Unlike previous posts may have given the impression, im fine. I'm seeing good things in the world for the first time in a while. Its like im no longer in my darker side. I'm takeing the time to do things that make me happy, and no longer holding in things. I miss jordan, and got a fine the other night but still i manage to be happy.
Im glad i got to spend time with chancey more, and as well as see old friends. I went to a "rave" not that long ago in terrace, it really sucked. Although we with our terrace friends managaed to make it a good night. It reminds me of my life symbolic-ly things can seem shitty but we always magange to go home thinking it was at least an okay night. Chancey also took my pictures! and i couldnt be more happy, although im trying to get my hermit phase turned off, cuz ive been on the computer on sites and blogs since i woke up haha! so heres some songs i recommend.

"Beautiful Place" - By Good Charlotte
"The Animal World" - By Grandaddy
"Civil Sin" - By Boy Kill Boy
"Smokers Outside The Hospital Doors" By Editors
"Golden Skans" - By Klaxons
"Nineteen" - By Tegan And Sara [NEW CDS OUT GO GET IT]

David!