so its three days till my 17th birthday. Unlike previous posts may have given the impression, im fine. I'm seeing good things in the world for the first time in a while. Its like im no longer in my darker side. I'm takeing the time to do things that make me happy, and no longer holding in things. I miss jordan, and got a fine the other night but still i manage to be happy.
Im glad i got to spend time with chancey more, and as well as see old friends. I went to a "rave" not that long ago in terrace, it really sucked. Although we with our terrace friends managaed to make it a good night. It reminds me of my life symbolic-ly things can seem shitty but we always magange to go home thinking it was at least an okay night. Chancey also took my pictures! and i couldnt be more happy, although im trying to get my hermit phase turned off, cuz ive been on the computer on sites and blogs since i woke up haha! so heres some songs i recommend.

"Beautiful Place" - By Good Charlotte
"The Animal World" - By Grandaddy
"Civil Sin" - By Boy Kill Boy
"Smokers Outside The Hospital Doors" By Editors
"Golden Skans" - By Klaxons
"Nineteen" - By Tegan And Sara [NEW CDS OUT GO GET IT]

David!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH! i have to go to the dentists.

hey

So kitimats been the usuall, its been nice to see my friends again. Although at the moment everything that ever was supposed to effect me at the time they occured is hitting me now. I have a mix of feels, and yeah its wierd. I'm missing someone, but dono if i want to bother working it out. I like them, ive never like anyone the same. But it also adds to the reason why i shouldnt go back, because they have a boyfriend. But still, people say they like me, people say that thier boyfriend is controlling and all this. But what do people know ? i belive them sometimes then doubt it other times. Kind of like a coming and going self confidence that should be a thing thats premenent, i should be moving on letting go. But somethings stopping me, and instead of fixing it im just sitting here. No one knows what im feeling cuz im supposed to be over them. It was fate meeting them, and like everything else with this kind of destiny meeting i have a feeling it wasnt supposed to end in tragedy. Ive lost people this last school year. And summer is like im lost further out in the ocean.. sorry had to slam a beer. Im going out, but we'll leave you with some MUSIC NEWS!

kelly osbournes makeing a new cd! and hjas recorded with cyndi lauper, and i think is working with timbaland and maybe linda perry again ? im stoked the albums name is still tba, but is due for realse in DECEMEMBER.
also look for M.I.A.s new cd in august, its entiled after her mother and i will look that up again for you later!

download:
1. Creation Lake - By Silversun Pickups
2. Lost Cause - By Beck
3. Sober - By Kelly Clarkson
4. Knocked Up - By Kings Of Leon
5. The Salmon Dance - By The Chemical Brothers

david!

HEY! alright i didn't abandon this blog. I was just unable to write in it untill now! its been so long for me haha. So i'm back in kitimat and no longer on vaction, i wish i could of wrote more while i was on it but i only got to write about the worse day haha. Of course my negitivty is all that people see, so i'm gonna change that and try to sum it up the best i can!

Things turned around and luck started going better, i enjoyed the beach and a little bit of shopping. Although i did the majority in edmonton! I went to the beach with jackie and had to say goodbye again, although im glad shes moved back and i can see her more! I then went to greenwood, after me going to the concert didnt work out. AND FUCK WAS GREENWOOD BORING! it was the middle of nowhere for four days, I went all hilly billy and walked along the river for a while with my brother because it was 39 out, and i had a burn and heat rash! woohoo?

Alright well since i want you to get more of this in detail i will write about edmonton/pg another time! for now heres a download list, holy been so long since i did this

1. "Conquest" - By The White Stripes
2. "Do It Again" - By The Chemical Brothers
3. "The Heinrich Maneuveir" - By Interpol
4. "Friday Night" - By Lily Allen
5. The Magic Position" - By Patrick Wolf

David!

the days that lead up to leaving on my vaction were really fun, at points sad, but mostly reallllyyy fun. My friends had a party, i went to it got durnk took pics all that! then walked around for about 4ish hours, it was good bonding time, i wish had come sooner, for me and friend. Considering they left the next day after their dry grad, oh well. I also got to go to terrace for my last night before vaction, and me nat and micheal enjoyed the music. We danced, i got a little buzzed. It was so fun! definitly a trip to remember.
Although since ive been on vaction the flow has chnaged to bad luck and stressfull! Me & jackie have lost her card, had to get a hostel for her, blisters, had to walk for an hour and a half cuz the mall was closed when we got dropped off! had to deal with a bitchy aunt had something thrown at us by an old guy driving buy, and my mousse has sprayed all into my bag! oh well im hopeing today will get better since im going to the beach in a few then shopping with my mom at around 2

Galang - by M.I.A.
Wonderful Life - by Gwen Stefani
Backyard Betty - by Spank Rock
We can make sandwiches - by Grand ? Pubahs
Do it again - by the chemical brothers

David!

David!